been getting weekly sleep paralysis/hallucinations again lately which is unchill but I’m in a comfy bed when it happens so that’s chill
I’m workin on things

been getting weekly sleep paralysis/hallucinations again lately which is unchill but I’m in a comfy bed when it happens so that’s chill

I’m workin on things

Oct 16th Thu


Oct 9th Thu

Anonymous said: would you mind if i wrote a sort of story bsaed off Empty Vein by you and Christopher M Jones? i wouldn't be completely copying the whole story. i would just use the storyline as just a segment of the entire book/story/thing and i would like to use what Basil says while he's turning into a bat. and i would give you and Christopher Jones credit and i'd give you a link to the story when it's done. is that alright??

yo I swinged it by Chris and we’d like a little more info with what parts of the story are going to be used (besides the whole Basil bit)? It’s totally cool just private message me again and it’ll be good good good. Also I’m super glad you enjoyed the comic we both worked hard on it and wowe I’m gonna give you a kiss because I am so tired and in love with you all good night

Oct 7th Tue


My city is in chaos.
This is what’s happening to Hong Kong right this minute.



It is difficult for me to put into words, but simply put, University students started a class boycott movement demanding democracy and universal suffrage from the Hong Kong and Chinese Government this week, and the movement has escalated into citizens occupying Government Square and now, a main road leading into Hong Kong’s central hub.

Most protesters are younger generation Hong Kongers, including university students and even secondary school students. The leader of the student movement himself is barely even old enough to drive a car. 
The movement began peacefully with citizens merely sitting quietly and occupying a public space in a silent protest on Friday night. 

Then at 7:00 in the morning the next day, policemen stormed into the public square and began clearing out the area by force, dragging youngsters out violently, injuring many of them. Policemen have also been witnessed to beating youngsters without reason, and using high-concentration, anti-riot pepperspray on civilians who are merely attempting to protect themselves. No civilian put up any sort of fight or attempt at assaulting the police as far as i know,
(Police justified clearing out the area with the reason that protesters are holding illegal meetings in a public space.)

(Protesting civilians who remained on the streets overnight are wearing plastic wraps and raincoats under 30 degree weather in an attempt to protect themselves should the police utilize peppersprays again.)

The movement escalated again tonight when the protesters (now 4 times the size of the student movement the previous week) occupied a main road leading to the central hub of Hong Kong.

The police barricaded the roads and attempted to stop more people from joining the crowd this whole afternoon, but the peaceful crowd remained persistent and would not leave the area even after the police issued verbal warnings. (I emphasize “peaceful”, because protesters continued to be orderly and did not display any forms of aggression. They even cleared out a path for cars to pass the area, something the police didn’t even bother to do.)

At around 6:00, the police began using peppersprays on civilians again, this time high-powered ones that came in tanks instead of in bottles. Our people continued to shield themselves with umbrellas, but the umbrellas were also soon snatched away by the police. Live feed videos have also confirmed that police have been misusing peppersprays by firing them at close proximity, and also not giving any sort of verbal warnings before firing.

Video of a policeman firing at an elderly man at point-blank range:


Yet again, protesters remained, and at 7:00, armed forces were sent into the crowd. They began firing tear gas capsules INTO the crowds and even INTO First-aid stations. The rounds came every few minutes and i counted at least 5 capsules being fired in a 10-minute period according to the live feeds. 


at least 30,000 people continue to stand their ground right this second, more armed policemen are being sent in, and news is that these police are ordered to use guns (loaded with plastic bullets) on civilians if protesters continue to remain. 



I fear for the people because policemen are not what they used to be anymore. These “police” who should be protecting us are now private armies for the government. I am watching my city die. It’s a terrifying feeling. If the police feel they are justified to use force on innocent civilians, tonight could end up in another massacre just like that of the Tian An Men June Fourth Massacre in 1989. 

And at this point I am too emotional to say anything else except that we need your prayers and your support. Please spread this out, people all over the world need to see what is happening right now. 



Sep 28th Sun


aphex twin // avril 14th

mood: soft squishy putty in the hands of gravity

Sep 23rd Tue


Yo Los Angeles/ OC area punks… Do not miss this show next sunday !

Please come to this and please respect the space!  Tons of people are going, and I’d like to do cool shows like this in the future:
Poster by Jenny Yu.

look at this thing I did for a show with all these amazing bands/people come to this so I can kiss ya



Yo Los Angeles/ OC area punks… Do not miss this show next sunday !

Please come to this and please respect the space!  Tons of people are going, and I’d like to do cool shows like this in the future:

Poster by Jenny Yu.

look at this thing I did for a show with all these amazing bands/people come to this so I can kiss ya

Sep 20th Sat

Sept. 17 1:10 pm



At the very least, read the tweets from Shaun King.

Sep 18th Thu

"and isn’t that some kind of cursed comfort, a blessed suffering of human perspective?"

Sep 16th Tue

Three passions, simple but overwhelmingly strong, have governed my life: the longing for love, the search for knowledge, and the unbearable pity for the suffering of mankind. These passions, like great winds, have blown me hither and thither, in a wayward course, over a deep ocean of anguish, reaching to the very verge of despair.

I have sought love, first, because it brings ecstasy—ecstasy so great that I would often have sacrificed all the rest of life for a few hours of this joy. I have sought it, next, because it relieves loneliness—that terrible loneliness in which one’s shivering consciousness looks over the rim of the world into the cold unfathomable lifeless abyss. I have sought it, finally, because in the union of love I have seen, in a mystic miniature, the prefiguring vision of the heaven that saints and poets have imagined. This is what I sought, and though it might seem too good for human life, this is what—at last—I have found.

With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of men. I have wished to know why the stars shine. And I have tried to apprehend the Pythagorean power by which number holds sway above the flux. A little of this, but not much, I have achieved.

Love and knowledge, so far as they were possible, led upward toward the heavens. But always pity brought me back to earth. Echoes of cries of pain reverberate in my heart. Children in famine, victims tortured by oppressors, helpless old people a hated burden to their sons, and the whole world of loneliness, poverty, and pain make a mockery of what human life should be. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, and I too suffer.

This has been my life. I have found it worth living, and would gladly live it again if the chance were offered me.

Bertrand Russell, 25 July 1956 
Sep 16th Tue


I USE WINSOR NEWTON COTMAN BRUSHES (sizes 4 6 10?) which are student-grade and I think fairly priced for the quality and cheapass Daiso brushes (winks)


Sep 14th Sun

Anonymous said: What are your primary art supplies? Ps I really really love you as a person


dry media:

Sakura/Artist’s Loft Micron Pens 005-08Pentel Brush Pen, graphite pencils ranging from 4H-9B (a lot of different brands bc I have wonderful friends who gift me bunches of pencils), generic old mechanical pencils that you can find on the floors of libraries, General’s charcoal pencil/stick

wet media:

Sumi Drawing Ink (if you’re fortunate enough to live near Daiso, you can get this for $1.50 uwu), Prang Watercolor, Nescafe Instant Coffee (or whatever instant coffee you have onhand)

paper: generic printer paper, cardstock paper, Strathmore drawing/bristol/watercolor paper 


I use Adobe Photoshop CC (torrented somewhere), GIMP (free and is p much like Photoshop minus a few trivial perks)

Very recently one of my goodest friends and greatest people I know Emilie gave me her old Wacom Bamboo CTL460  tablet and I’ve been meddling around with digital color flats with that using above programs

PS I also really really love you as a person *affectionate head-to-shoulder bump

Sep 14th Sun

one time I blew off everything and drove down to the beach and sat alone in the rain like a loser

that’s all really

I just wanted to smudge a lot

Sep 9th Tue

Anonymous said: My friends and I shirked our homework tonight to scroll through your blog and look at your artwork. Now it's nearly midnight and we don't even care that we have lecture in the morning. You're amazing.



Sep 8th Mon


Growing up is Dumb is an ecliptic fest of DIY bands from around the country, but highlighting the Southern California scene. Aaron Kovacs from Lauren Records put on the fest for it’s second year. 

Headliners for me this year were Spraynard, and Elvis Depressedly but many other amazing bands played including Shinobu, Alex G, Old Gray, Dikembe, Hemingway, Aaron’s band Winter Break, Joyce Manor, Roman Candles, Merry Christmas and Calculator to name a few. I came down from Portland to see all my friends and watch  my favorite bands. 

At Growing Up Is Dumb Vol. 1 last summer I had probably the best memories of the year. Vol 2 did not disappoint. Thank you to everyone involved especially Aaron for putting it together.

✧・゚:*✧・゚: *:・゚✧*:・゚✧SUBSCRIBE✧・゚:*✧・゚:*:・゚✧*:・゚✧

ah this is a cool thing by a cool dude

Sep 2nd Tue

"Empty Vein," written by Christopher M. Jones and drawn by Jenny Yu (oh frick)

I’ve been working on this comic for awhile now as aforementioned way back when, and it’s been a bittersweet process, with the entire weight of its meaning glaring back every time I worked on it.

I hope you guys read/enjoy. I’m so glad and nervous as heck Chris and I can share this with you all now.

Sep 1st Mon